July 18, 2011
I have been coordinating summer camp this year so I had not been in the classroom as a teacher until this morning. I have to say, I have missed it. There is something really amazing about teaching. Being the one to set up circumstances so that my students are successful is an amazing role to have. It is making sure students achieve much more than just a completed project, it is making sure they are successful in their relationships with me, with each other, with the materials they are using. It is creating the environment necessary for their own personal growth. It is ensuring that judgement and criticism are not the basis for their interactions in the classroom, but rather support and care.
The fact that how I act, what I do and say will either support and create a safe space for learning or destroy it is a great responsibility, but one that I love. When students are all engaged in a project, discussion or game, it is obvious and brings me joy. Of course the structure one sets up does not always work. Different students need different things, but this is what makes teaching interesting and fun. The flexibility to change when something does not work, to observe what students need and to create this in the classroom is the challenge of the role. It is different with each new group of students. It is the beauty of teaching, the fact that it is organic, malleable and always in flux. And it has as much to do with the students as it does with me.
Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Education
July 11, 2011
Balance and chaos.
Me and you.
My conscious and subconscious.
Work and play.
Joy and sorrow.
The list could go on. Two things are the inspiration for this post today. The first was attending a community yoga class at Baltimore Yoga Village in Hampden on Friday, the second was completing the video game
Outland and a friend's comment on my Facebook post about it.
It seems that whenever I find my way back to yoga the theme of the class always perfectly suits where I am in my life. On Friday at the 4:4...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Video Games
June 30, 2011
One of my campers this week looked like she was about to cry as she walked in. I asked her what was wrong and she told me that sometimes she gets scared before she gets to camp. She started to cry a little so I told her how I used to get scared and cry before going to school, but that my mom would talk to a tree to make me feel better, this made her laugh.
Sitting here now,
Worried Blues by Bob Dylan plays on my i-tunes. It hit me that what he is singing about is exactly what this little girl...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Personal Experience
June 27, 2011
Last week was the first week of summer camp at Baltimore Clayworks. It was great. It was one of those moments that seemed to have the right people and things in all the right places. And somehow most of the week for me revolved around dodge ball. This seems an unlikely activity for one of my best weeks in recent memory, but somehow I feel like dodge ball was a key element to everything. I remember dodge ball from gym class in elementary school and not in a good light. I remember kids being br...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Youth
June 10, 2011
"Until one is committed there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness... Whatever you do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Begin it now."
This quote is by Derrick Jensen from his book
Walking on Water. It has got me thinking about the word commitment and what it means. I feel like the idea of commitment in this society is often viewed as a negative thing, as something that weighs on a person rather than frees them. Many of the defini...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Responsibility
June 8, 2011
I just finished reading
Weight by Jeanette Winterson. I read through the novel in three days, I could not put it down. It is part of a series of books retelling myths and Winterson chose to focus on the myth of Atlas. It is a great read and I highly recommend it. The book is about retelling, about stories, about choices. At some point in the book the narrator states that we are each stuck in orbit between our past and out future. That our future holds just as much weight as our past and most ...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Power
June 5, 2011
What does marriage have to do with love?
I know that as an institution, marriage may not have anything to do with love, that it is a way for the systems of society to control how people relate to one another and that at worst it can be a means for people to control each other. For a long time I did not want to get married, I did not know many married people among my peers and it is only recently that I have begun to be invited to the weddings of my friends. It seems now is as good a time as a...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Love
June 2, 2011
The last week of my life has left with me with so much to contemplate and write about, I have the feeling this post will be scattered and may be confusing for those without my experience. My apologies, if you bear with me, as I write more in the coming days, I think there will be many insights after the brief glimpse I had into another existence. I spent a week on a farm in North Carolina and it was such an amazing experience that I am conflicted as I transition back into my life in Baltimore...?
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Personal Experience
May 1, 2011
Last night was the 6th Annual Who Are You? Youth Media Festival Performance Night. The festival, produced by Wide Angle Youth Media, is a month long celebration of the creativity, talents and achievements of Baltimore youth. The festival consists of a visual arts exhibition, benefit, poetry slam and performance night. I have worked for Wide Angle since September as Festival Coordinator, facilitating a group of high school students that plan, create and curate all that goes into the festival. ...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Personal Experience
March 27, 2011
In consideration of the 1,600[i]
public school supporters from Baltimore who demonstrated in the rain in
Annapolis on Thursday, March 11th, 2011 protesting the proposed
budget cuts in education spending, I felt it necessary to reflect on the event
and how it relates to the state of education. I found myself immediately
questioning what effect this demonstration would have on education even if
successful in preventing cuts in spending.
It seems that every year in
Maryland there are threatened...
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Posted by Sarah McCann. Posted In : Education