Social Deviants as Heroes

March 16, 2010
Society does not support its artists. This leads many to stress, poverty, and the outskirts of society, which then seems to have created the myth that genius comes with madness, excess, and oddity. This myth is perpetuated by popular culture and the art world. And artists that challenge this myth are few and far between. Too many happily accept that to be a genius they must remove themselves from others, make themselves different, special somehow. Instead of nurturing their ties with the world outside of their creative pursuits, they sever them. They lock themselves in their studios inhaling paint fumes, drink in excess, experiment with sex and drugs, dress to mark themselves "artists", act withdrawn and affected, which alienates others, all the while feeling alienated themselves. Some do find success from this process, recording their loneliness, anger, and exploits in their canvas or with the written word. This part of their humanity people connect with and if their stories are fascinating enough, ostentatious enough, marketable, and support the myth that to be genius one must be tortured, they will receive a certain amount of monetary success. But what is the result of this success? Young artists that wish to follow in their footsteps begin the process of alienation sooner, commit themselves to the life, rather than to creativity. They place social deviants on pedestals as heroes, but only those that are shiny enough to make it in the spotlight. Now I think that social deviants are not bad people to hold in reverence, but it is important to remember why they are there. What search for freedom has led them to cast off the shackles of society? What attempt at deeper human connections has forced them to act outside of social norms? Has the life they chosen gotten them any closer to freedom and connection or are they now tied down by different chains, those of addiction, pain, and fear? The stories of those excessive creative types only reveal a portion of their humanity. The rest is left out, a blank volume in a body of work that remains incomplete. Those that try to fill in these pages are no longer marketable, they challenge the privilege they had to choose a different life and this challenging forces them to remain on the outskirts. If they do not challenge these roles, they can maintain their success in the market. I don't know that this success is all that meaningful though. What if instead they challenged the assumption that they must be mad to be a genius? What if they acknowledged all people's genius? Imagine, if artists didn't separate themselves, but led the revolution in celebrating the potential of all. What if they respected social deviants for their attempt at freedom and connection, but challenged them to do so without falling victim to their own weaknesses? What if we all did?
 

The Ease of Being Overstimulated

March 12, 2010
I work mostly with middle schoolers. And I love my middle schoolers. For the most part I understand why they make the decisions they do, what drives their moods, and what things effect them. I remember very well being that age and being overly excited most of the time. A couple weeks ago one of my students said to me, "I'm shining Ms. Sarah, you can see that." And I could. A boy had just said something to her and she was visibly glowing. I asked her though - because at that point she was havi...
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On the Peace Corps Application Process

March 12, 2010
For anyone that is interested in applying to be a Peace Corps volunteer I thought it might be interesting and possibly helpful to write about my experience with the process. After having served two years as an Americorps member I was sure that I was ready to start my Peace Corps application. I went to an information session in June or July of last year and then got my application in by early August. The application itself is pretty standard, basic personal information, essays about why one wa...
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Confidence vs. Cockiness

March 12, 2010
I was thinking about where the line between confidence and cockiness is drawn and here is what I have come up with. I am sure there are a myriad of other ways the distinction could be drawn, but this is a start. Confidence is having faith in oneself, but acknowledging the ability to make mistakes and admitting the mistakes when they occur. Cockiness is having unquestioned faith in oneself and the belief nothing one does is a mistake. A complete lack of confidence causes one to believe that ev...
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On Consumption

March 10, 2010
This post was inspired by a conversation I had last night about finding the things that we need to do in life, how education often confuses this process, and the inherent ability of people to learn. I was speaking with someone in the video game industry who will be coming to do a workshop with my youth program and we were talking about how he got into the field. He said that video games were one of those things that consumed him - that he wanted to know more about, wanted to know how they wor...
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Balancing Desires, Respecting Oneself and Others

March 9, 2010
Why do so many people only think about themselves? I understand the importance of needing to know what one wants and being able to articulate it, otherwise it will never be had, but at the same time, when what one wants will have an effect on another person, the other person's desires and needs should be taken into account before one acts. Relationships must be reciprocal in order to be healthy. This has much to do with the Walmart Remington debate. If Walmart was a person (which actually as ...
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Should Walmart Come to Remington?

March 8, 2010
I would prefer that a Walmart not be built in Remington. There seem to me enough Walmart stores around Baltimore City, but I have a car and I can drive half hour in just about any direction and hit a Walmart. For people without a car however, I see the draw of having a Walmart within city limits. What is most important in the discussion about whether to open a Walmart on the corner of 25th and Howard is what the people that live there think about it, whether they have a place to voice their t...
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I Heart Smalltimore

March 6, 2010
I didn't know how I would feel about moving to a small city. Having lived in New York for seven years, there was something that I enjoyed about the anonymity it allowed. And having lived in New York for seven years, there was something oppressive that happened when I began to know enough people to run into them randomly on the street or when I would recognized strangers, simply because our patterns overlapped. And yet here I am, in Baltimore, I have been here for just about three years now an...
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Access to Health Care (Or Lack of It) as Punishment and Torture

March 5, 2010
I made a comparison in yesterdays post of lack of access to health care being akin to physical torture. After reading the following article this morning, I am convinced that health care is being used as a means of punishment and torture here within the borders of the United States and not just in the way that it coerces working people into a powerless position, but also the way it is being managed in our country's jails.

"The Terrible Case of Jamie Scott: How an $11 Robbery in Mississippi May ...
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Entering the Health Care Debate

March 4, 2010
I am one of those people who believes that access to health care is a human right and that everyone should be able to choose a doctor, see them when they want, and go to the hospital during emergencies without having the anxiety of massive medical bills upon discharge. I was an Americorps member for the last two years and at the end of my term became self-employed. My father categorizes me as one of those people who choose not to have health care. I feel that was not the choice I made, if giv...
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