Even Noam Chomsky Needs a Day Off and So Do I

May 20, 2010
The following article about Noam Chomsky taking a day off to rest and relax is pretty amusing and made me consider my own life and whether I was doing enough to keep healthy and sane amidst all that needs to be done: http://www.theonion.com/articles/exhausted-noam-chomsky-just-going-to-try-and-enjoy,17404/

I also read it right before I actually took the first long weekend I have had in a while. Most of my weekends currently are one day. Getting away makes a huge difference. I spent the weekend on Assateague Island. I had never been there before, but had read all of the books about the wild ponies that live there as a young girl. I didn't bring any work, I didn't even bring a notebook, which I did regret a little, but would have probably led to work. 

It is funny how differently one thinks, when one doesn't have to do anything or cannot do the things that one does everyday. I have been having this experience recently on Sundays as well, planning nothing and waking up to an incredible feeling that I could do anything, but don't have to if I don't want to. It definitely frees the mind and creates necessary space to recover from stress.

Somewhere in the article Chomsky says that he will not worry about the world's problems today because they will still be there tomorrow. It is true, everything that needs to get done will still be there to get done when one gets back from a break, but having had that break, they will get done much better.

And Assateague is beautiful. I slept in a tent, laid on the beach, put my feet in the ocean (it was still a little cold for swimming), tried to fly a kite, cooked food on a stick over a fire, just sat next to the fire, saw wild ponies, spent some quality time with some amazing people, and really enjoyed myself.  The last night there the tent did blow over and fill with water, but for some reason that made the trip even better. It makes me feel like I got a little closer to nature, was exciting, and provides a good story.

So here is to breaks and time spent somewhere else, to sun and beaches and ponies!
 
 

It All Depends on Who is in Charge of the Money

May 14, 2010
Last year when I completed my second year in the Community Art Corps, an Americorps program that places artists in partnerships with community organizations and non-profits that is organized and run through Maryland Institute College of Art, I was interviewed as part of an evaluation of the program. Part of that interview has stuck with me, I cannot exactly remember what the question was that led up to the discussion, but Paolo, the interviewer and I got to talking about whether money is bett...
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Hope is not the Same as Delusional Optimism

May 11, 2010
I have work up in a show titled: Hope-A-Holic at the Snug Harbor Cultural Center, Staten Island, NY. The quote from the curator that keeps getting used in the press is about how artists use, "delusional optimism and senselessness [...] to sustain hope." I probably should have read the show description closer before I agreed to be in the show (I was excited to have my work in a gallery, it looks so much better there than in my closet) because there is something I find extremely depressing abou...
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On Updating My Facebook Status

May 1, 2010
It is a beautiful and sunny Saturday and I am at work, at a desk, in front of a computer. I updated my Facebook status this morning to say where I was (Baltimore Clayworks) and that there was a new show in the gallery that people should come see. Since that time I have been tempted to update my status much more than usual. I want to write, "What a beautiful day" "I wish I was outside" "I need a cup of coffee" "I need a snack". Sometimes friends and I joke about how some people update their st...
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At Best, Our Work and Our Lives Result in the Creation of Joy

April 26, 2010
There is a conversation in the community arts field about best practices. I have not really been involved in this until now, I am not sure I understood what "best practices" meant because it seems to me that every individual artists' best practice will be different, every community's best practice will not be the same, and that every new combination of people, resources, and place will foster a new kind of practice based on the circumstances. This weekend, however, I realized that there is so...
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What if Advertisements Didn't Make Us Fear Each Other?

April 22, 2010
I watch tv online so I have a different experience of commercials than the normal tv viewer.  I have found online ads focus on one product or theme for the duration of a show and that they are a little more intense than the quick succession of broadcast television ads. The most recent advertisement I have been bombarded with is one about HPV. It begins: What if this happens or that happens? "What if you meet someone? What if he likes you too? What if he gives you HPV? What if it never goes aw...
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Why I Want to Hunt

April 21, 2010
Life requires that we are brutal, but only when necessary. Unnecessary brutality is damaging. That said, I have recently decided that I need to go hunting, that there is something in the experience of killing what I am going to eat that is beneficial and that I need to do. I question whether this act would be unnecessary brutality however, when in fact, I can go to any of the grocery stores near me and eat something that is already dead. I don't know if these dead things have been killed with...
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Accountability is the Base From which Real Social Change Becomes Possible

April 20, 2010
Excellent article on www.counterpunch.org yesterday, April 19 The Diversity Dead End: Inclusiveness Without Accountability by Robert Jensen. Jensen's piece is a response to a comment he received after speaking at a diversity conference on racism and other illegitimate hierarchies. Someone asked him why he thought it was necessary to focus on the divisiveness of language instead of just accepting differences and asked if he wasn't being part of the problem instead of the solution of bringing p...
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What is How to Train Your Dragon Training Us For?

April 6, 2010
I saw How to Train Your Dragon in 3-D. I enjoyed it, I don't get to the movies often, had been hankering to see something, and after the recommendation of both friends and my brother, I decided to see Dragon. The movie tells the story of a young Viking named Hiccup who, regardless of how hard he tries cannot seem to live up to the Viking ways of being a big, strong, dragon slayer. People keep telling him he needs to change all of "this" and he responds with, "You just gestured to all of me!" ...
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Making Space for the Voice of Soldiers that Will not Return to War

April 6, 2010
Last Saturday, the Civilian-Soldier Alliance  and Iraq Veterans Against the War organized an event called "Refusing to Fight: Iraq War Resisters Tell Their Stories" a talk and meet and greet with former soldiers turned anti-war activists at 2640, a cooperative events venue in Baltimore.  I did not have the pleasure of attending the event, but I heard that it was a success and believe it.  I did have the opportunity to meet two of the men who spoke at the event and even though we did not talk ...
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